Newness...

So Alison came home from her mission a couple of weeks ago and I'm LOVING IT! It's so nice to have someone I like to hang around with again, but I didn't think it would be this busy! These past two weeks have been like non-stop! I LOVE IT!

Tomorrow my God-daughter Audrina gets baptized! So precious! Then I volunteer swim coach for special needs children. It's my first time doing that and i'm kind of anxious to see how it goes. I think it will be fun though :)

It's been three months since I've called off the wedding... which kind of makes me think about dating again... but kind of doesn't. I mean I want to... but then again I don't. It feels like it has been forever since Jake, but three months is totally NOT forever and really not that long at all! I don't know, it's all just a new feeling to me. The men I'm around are JUST friends to me and it's hard to think of them as more... or anyone I meet for that matter... I don't think of them like THAT. I don't know... I just want to have fun and I guess I'm thinking just a little bit too much about it. Who knows... Advice anyone?